hey ppl!! its been 4ever long since i wrote in here!! I've been so busy. I think the las time I updated was after new years. so since then....i got my teeth pulled...hurt like a bitch! Aww but Junior was such a sweetie! the sunday after i got my teeth out he layed in bed w/ me all day n cut up my food real tiny so i could eat then he fed me n made me feel better :) butthen i had to go bak to the hospital place cuz my gums got infected cuz a piece of chip or w/e cut it open n it got stuck in there. but im doin better still cant eat chips tho. Alot has happened w/ me n my man. we been goin thru a lot of shit. its been rly hard l8ly but i think weve got wat it takes to make it. weve been havin lots of heart to heart talks n its bringin us closer. tomorrow is the swwetheart dance. im so excited!! we have reservations for embers (which i booked las nite...i lost the # so i asked him 2 give it 2 me, he thought hed b funny n give me the # 2 an ice cream shop. so now weve got reservations for there n embers...LMAO)  but hey i agree, it was HILL-AR-IOUS!!!! we were sposed 2 have a car n a driver tak us there but some1 else already booked it. but hey its all good cuz i still get 2 b w/ my love!! well me n leah r gettin ready 2 leave shes spendin the night. so jr-if by any chance u get  read this~ I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU n hey 2 all my peeps!

till nxt time~peace

hey ppl wow its been such a long time since i wrote on here but thts cuz i dont have a computer n i only get to write wen im either at my cuz's house or my grandmas house so yeh....well las time i wrote me n my man werent doin 2 gr8 but were much better now. I love him so much!! things actually go alot better wen u tak the time 2 tlk em out instead of yellin n bitchin at each othr...go figure. well now jeff is here 2 give my grandma stuff 4 the christmas party tmrw. im so excited!! i love jr!! well i was jus on the phone w him but he had 2 go...hes shoppin but wont tell me wat 4. he said he'll call me bak in a few mins.  yay!!!! only 2 more days till christmas! i love christmas! not jus the whole gift thing~~jus the meaning of christmas. i love it! the only bad thing about it is i wont b able 2 c jr on christmas day but hopefully hes comin ovr on monday then spendin the nite up to wednesday sometime. i think we're goin shoppin on tuesday lots of rly good sales at the mall!! anyways...today was good but at the same time it sucked. i hardly got 2 c my man 2day. he was up in his classroom all day chillaxin...aww!!! he got me roses tho hes such a sweetheart! they werent a christmas gift or anything but i carried them around w me all day! so many ppl commented on how beautiful they were n i proudly would say my b/f got em 4 me n then i told him i would miss his kisses so he gave me hershey kisses so his kisses would b with me..hes such a sweetheart!! those kisses were good but his real kisses are deff much much better!! lots of ppl mite judge him but i dnt think any1 knows him the way i kno him...hes a real sweetie! well i must get goin im gnna try 2 fix up his xanga 4 him. l8r g8r! luz yall if i dnt get a chance 2 write...MERRY CHRISTMAS N HAPPY NEW YEAR!  I LOVE YOU JR

wow!! 2day has been hell!! las nite me n my man got into 2 fite..thts

enough 2 ruin my nite n we aint doin the greatest rite now so im

kinda down in the dumps. i havent tlkd 2 him since lik 11 this

mornin so i think im going 2 call him. alright im on the phone w/ him

rite now we aint rly tlkn all tht much. i love jr 2 death but

sometimes i find my mind wondering n thinkin...weve got problems

but hey tht shyt is tween us i jus need 2 get some stuff off my

chest im devoted 2 this boy i mean id do anything 4 him i mean

ANYTHING id lay down my life 4 him in a heartbeat i love him 2

death weve been 2gether 4 a lil ovr 9 months now its actually 9

months n 11days 2 b exact. hopefully well b 2gether 4ever i mean

weve had lots of problems but weve made it thru em n r love is

stronger thn ever n jr, if your readin this i will always love you no

matter what!! youve shown me soo many good times n you spoil me

wayyy too much. you deff kno how 2 treat a lady but this fighting

has got 2 stop!! ill do mypart but you've got 2 do yours as well.

hun im in this till the end--till death does us part well b 2gether

ok well im no longer on the phone w/ him. ill call him l8r wen im

done w/ this. he was actuallysposed 2 come ovr 2day but his mom

wouldnt let him b/c of this whole suspension thing...so gay!! but

onto another subject....hopefully ill soon get a picture loaded on

this thing but well c jus how soon it is...wow!! christmas is in 7

days!! im so excited i love christmas!! i still have 2 go ot 2 the

mall..hopefully sometime this week after school i mean i rly have

no othr choice b/c of school n everything. but ive got 2 do my

christmas shoppin after all...christmas is right around the

corner..alright well im gonna BoUnCe i gon call my man hopefully

things will go better now. i luz yall  JR, I LOVE YOU W/ ALL MY

HEART